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My Complete Personal Profile for now…


Well.. Today I was having a bad mood, I was late to work and many things had happened in my life. I am balancing everything very well as I constantly seeking refuge under His wings.

I really wanted to express my situation but I just don’t know how until I found a website which requries me to take some color test; so I took it and the result was amazing.. It spokes my personality and my current feelings. Thank you astromagic for sharing the website link.

Here is my Complete Personal Profile
You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction – business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can’t be bothered even to make the effort.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you’ll have to make the best of things as they are.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace… no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don’t want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for ‘them’ to get on with it – and to leave you alone.

Conference with Pat Mesiti : He was an amazing speaker…


Yesterday I was having difficulty going to Church to attend the conference. However I prayed to my Lord and my prayers were answered, I am blessed with a transport.

Today, I’ll be on HTV; HTV is City Harvest Church’s latest update about the church activities and event. Seriously it meant to sound like MTV, =P , however it means Harvest TV. I was interviewed by Natalie the host for HTV about, how I committed to City Harvest based on my blog which I posted, and the title is 11 March 2007 – A meaningful day in my lifetime. (Part 1 of 2). I was so excited as I am very impatient to see how the video taken. It was all fun during the video shooting, trust me, I was nervous and trembling as this is the first time I am doing it for HTV. We rehearse quite number of time and our stomach is growling for food. God was helping us in the shooting as well. During our shooting, God guide us to make sure the shooting is good, and when the shooting is bad, He will send the sound of thunder to alert us. Thank you Father.

Sharing a testimonial from Patrick and Pat
Patrick and Pat, their first pledge for building fund to City Harvest Church was 4 figure amounts. When they finally fulfill the pledge in October, Patrick was blessed with a 2006 bonus, pay rise in 2007 and praise from the top management in his career. He told us that this is God’s generosity and Patrick then decided to pledge to building fund but this time in greater amount of his first pledge. This is not the first testimony that God wanted to share with me, it had been many, knowing God that He was with us all the time had really make me so peaceful. Thank you Lord, for blessing Patrick and his family.

Pat Mesiti
He is a person live up to the nickname given by many people, Mr. Motivational. His preaching was exciting and meaningful; his expression really put us to remember certain important word of God. He was talking about giving out our treasure to God when He commanded us. There is a few reference in the Holy Bible did mentioned that once He got your treasure He will bless you with more than you pledge to Him. Pastor Pat Mesiti also share his testimonial during his public preaching in Ohio, US. A big size lady carrying 2-3 children in her hand walk up to the Pastor and tell her “God ask me to give you this one dollar, that is all I have.”. Pastor said to us that she is very poor and all she had is this one dollar that she might need it for her children. Today, this woman still keeps in touch with Pastor Pat Mesiti and he can see the progress of this woman family changing. The woman who had nothing years back, she is earning a great amount of income, she is some top executive in an organization and she never stop pledging to the church in Ohio.

It was a good sharing of loving our God and He loves you back in return. He never back away or neglect any of His children when they in tough situation

10 Tips for Successful Relationship


Thanks Juli for sharing these tips. It will be great survival guide for those who just started and for those whom already deeply in love.

No matter how this guide works in the end you must be faithful and devoted to your love ones. It will be worthless if you just follow the tips but you are seeing someone. Do remember this phrase correctly and reflect yourself when temptation comes in.

“What comes around, goes around. You’ll definately will taste your own wrath”

Click this Link to see the whole tips.

For now, I am perfectly guided. I learn from my previous partner and they really wakes me up from dreaming. They treated me so real but I am too blind and dumb to broke their heart. I am sorry is all I can say and I wishes them to have someone who able to follows the tips above and also my advice. Devoted and Faithful.

For now, I appreciate my new journey with Syin and Giving My Best for I know that the best is yet to come. When it comes I will blog a higher level tips to success.

Happy Learning

Anyone know who is Akrit Pran Jaswal?


You must be wondering.. “SO??” or maybe “I know he is a human”. I just receive a forwarded email written in his name. Let me tell you that he is a boy which born in 23rd April 1993 in India.

He had an IQ of 146 in his age of 13 years old and considered the smartest person in India. This is not just of it. He is famous for his fast learning capability.

Here is some of his achievement.
- He start writing at 2 years old
- He start reading Shakespeare and assembling a library of medical textbooks during his school days when he was 5 years old
- He start teaching English and Math classes when he was 6 years old
- During his teaching he was allow to observe surgeries in local hospital
- At age of seven, he successfully performs a surgery to release fused finger which curled into a knotted ball for an eight year old girl in India. He was reign a medical genius after the surgery.
- At age of 11, he was admitted to Punjab University. He’s the youngest student ever to attend an Indian University. That same year, he was also invited to London’s famed Imperial College to exchange ideas with scientists on the cutting edge of medical research

Akrit says he has millions of medical ideas, but he’s currently focused on developing a cure for cancer. “I’ve developed a concept called oral gene therapy on the basis of my research and my theories,” he says. “I’m quite dedicated towards working on this mechanism.” Growing up, Akrit says he used to see cancer patients lying on the side of the road because they couldn’t afford treatment or hospitals had no space for them. Now, he wants to use his intellect to ease their suffering. “[I’ve been] going to hospitals since the age of 6, so I have seen firsthand people suffering from pain,” he says. “I get very sad, and so that’s the main motive of my passion about medicine, my passion about cancer.”

Currently he is working toward a bachelor’s degree in zoology, botany and chemistry. Someday, he hopes to continue his studies at Harvard University.

Here is some links

Let us pray for his success to find a cure for cancer. God please send him eternity strength and knowledge to fulfill his passion to find a cure in cancer.

The best is yet to come


Today, just the seconds I woke up in the morning at 6:00am. I felt so great and fresh because I made a little prayer during my sleep last night.

The moment I reach my workplace I was 1 hour earlier and I head to my favourite mamak stall to have my usual. I stepped in my office I had the motivation and enthusiasm to work my over dues project but at the same time I had an urge of listening to Church songs. It was then I start looking for GMB band’s song which I heard last time.

I browse, search and download. Finally I manage to obtain almost all their album’s song. Their latest hit song “The Best Is Yet To Come” had really motivates me and set my mind free from lazyness. I can feel the strength, the passion and the faith devoted to the Father Lord.

I wanted the song lyrics and the motivation words from GMB to be my inspiration. So… I design an A4 size with their motivation words with their lyrics so I can view it each time I had depression at work or struggles in life. It clears my mind and strengthens my faith.

I would like to share with you all the design and I hope this helps you to fight anxiety and your problems.

The sample design

To download, right click here and click the “Save Target As”.(File size: 6.68MB)

Your Zodiac And The Way You Kiss



Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone.


Your kisses linger; they are deliberate, heartfelt and they can go on and on and on.


Your kisses are interrupted by spasms of giggles, smiles and funny observations.


Your kisses are warm and tender, and you never want to let them go.


Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing; you expect applause for your performance.


Your kisses are so subtle and tidy, your lover only notices them once you’ve finished.


You’re too busy worrying about your breath to really get into your kisses.


You skip the kiss and get straight to whatever comes next for you.


Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more.


Your kisses are intense moments of sublime relief from the stress of your day.


Your kisses are wet and messy, and you tend to keep your eyes open.


Your kisses are starry-eyed, amorous and long-lasting.

Boys were all once innocent, weren’t they?


Boys were all once innocent, weren’t they?

Before 10 years old, there is nothing much to say but only being naughty and naive.

when he was 13,14 years old, he began to admire to girls, however that time he used to keep himself away from them, posing as he was disgusted with those girls, fearing that he might be laughed by his friends.

At his age of 15, he heard from adults that there was a guy who dumped his girlfriend in order to get another one, resulted in the girl commited suicide at the end, he felt that that guy was such a vicious man, and promised himself that he must be a spoony man in the future, and would in love to only one for his entire life.

At his age of 16, he fell in love to a girl, but he dares not to tell her at all. Still like as usual, playing soccer on the playground dustily, and only when the girl had walked out from school, he would peek at her back from hidding himself behind the window of 2nd floor. He felf that she must be an angel.

At his age of 17, that was another girl confessed to him that she admired on him, but he kept himself far away from her, that was only one girl at the bottom of his heart. he felt that even staring at other girls is being disloyal to the girl he secretly loved.

At his age of 18, he was so touched that he nearly burst into cry by one MTV, he was thinking that , if that girl has lost her eyes, he would not hesitate to donate his own eyes to her just like what the hero did, so that she would be able to see something soon again.

at his age of 19, after the high school examination he eventually had to get part from the girl whom he secretly loved, while leaving the school by train, he felt like he was leaving from her further and further away and his heart was getting emptier. He was still thinking that he would never ever forget her, and definitely would look for her again after archieving success.

at his age of 20, he once heard somebody saying some dirty jokes in front of girls, he felt what a shame to this guy.

at his age of 21, from the letter she replied to him that she had already got a boyfriend. He was crying overnight all alone in his room covertly.

at his age of 22, he tried to confess his love to another girl, the girl told him “You are a nice guy, but I am still young”. he thought that he was a nice guy indeed, and responded “It doesn’t matter , I can wait for you”, thinking that he would not like other playboys, 3 or even 5 years he would still afford to wait.

at his age of 23, the girl who told him that she was still young had already fallen in love with another handsome guy. he was wondering that growing up could be that soon.

At his age of 24, he confessed his love to another girl, the girl responded “You are a nice guy, but I am not suit to you”, he was wondering quite a long time,”If I am really such a nice guy why you are still not suit to me”?

At his age of 25, he tried to woo another girl, the girl accepted him, he began to fight for the future happily, he was thinking that the happy hours was just temporary, only working harder will promise a bright future to him and her, however, half years ago the girl broke up with him, just because of another guy knew how to say something to make her happy, the girl said to him “You are a nice guy, it’s all my fault”, he seemed to have realized the point, he was just a nice guy.

At his age of 26, he began to degenerate himself, gettting girls over the net, making up himself fashionably to be cool looking, and had gradually learnt how to tease and please girls. Soon enough he got a girlfriend, and he treated her fair enough, however at the bottom of his heart he knew that he didn’t love her at all.

At his age of 27, he broke up with that girl, he said to the girl “You are a nice girl, it’s all my fault”.

At his age of 28, he has eventually tried one night stand, found himself could have done whatever others can do.

At his age of 29, he has learnt how to say dirty jokes, enjoying in watching girls beside him getting redden and embarrassed.

At his age of 30, he found himself becoming so capable to get a girl easily, however, he has already lost the ability to love someone heartily .

Friendship Promise


Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.

And he rang mine if, we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
“Tomorrow” I say! “I will call on Jim”
“Just to show that I’m thinking of him.”
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner! yet miles away,
“Here’s a telegram sir” “Jim died today.”
And that’s what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like someone, tell them.
Don’t be afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Real Life


When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit –
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don’t give up through the pace seems slow –
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup;
And when he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar,
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit,
It’s when things seem worst that you musn’t quit!

5 Golden Rules To Find Life Partner



A relationships coach lays out his 5 golden rules for evaluating the
prospects of long-term marital success. When it comes to making the
decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake.

Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50 percent, it appears that many
are  making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Ms.Right!

If you ask most couples who are engaged why they’re getting married,
they’ll say: “We’re in love.”

I believe this is the #1 mistake people make when they date.Choosing a
life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound not
politically correct, there’s a profound truth here.

Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result
of a good marriage. When the other ingredients are right, then the love
will come.

Let me say it again: You can’t build a lifetime relationship on Love
alone. You need a lot more. Here are five questions you must ask yourself
if you’re serious about finding and keeping a life partner.


* Do we share a common life purpose?

Why is this so important? Let me put it this way: If you’re married for
20 or 30 years, that’s a long time to live with someone. What do you
plan to
do with each other all that time? Travel, eat and jog together?

You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need a
common life purpose.

Two things can happen in a marriage. You can grow together, or you can
grow apart. 50 percent of the people out there are growing apart. To
a marriage work, you need to know what you want out of life bottom
line-and marry someone who Wants the same thing.


* Do I feel safe expressing my feelings and thoughts with this person?

This question goes to the core of the quality of your relationship.

Feeling safe means you can communicate openly with this person. The
basis of having good communication is trust – i.e. trust that I won’t get
“punished” or hurt for expressing my honest thoughts and feelings. A
colleague of mine defines an abusive person as someone with whom you feel
afraid to express your thoughts and feelings.

Be honest with yourself on this one. Make sure you feel emotionally
safe with the person you plan to marry.


* Is he/she a mensch?

A mensch is someone who is a refined and sensitive person. How can you

Here are some suggestions. Do they work on personal growth on a regular
basis? Are they serious about improving themselves? A teacher of mine
defines a good person as “someone who is always striving to be good and
do the right thing.”

So ask about your significant other: What do they do with their time?
Is this person materialistic? Usually a materialistic person is not
whose top priority is character refinement. There are essentially two
types of people in the world: People who are dedicated to personal
growth, and people who are dedicated to seeking comfort. Someone whose goal
in life is to be comfortable
will put personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing. You need to
know that before walking down the aisle.


* How does he/she treat other people?

The one most important thing that makes any relationship work is the
ability to give. By giving, we mean the ability to give another person

Ask: Is this someone who enjoys giving pleasure to others or are they
wrapped up in themselves and self-absorbed? To measure this, think about
the following: How do they treat people whom they do not have to be
nice to, such as a waiters, bus boy, taxi driver, etc. How do they treat
parents and siblings? Do they have gratitude and appreciation? If they
don’t have gratitude for the peoplewho have given them everything, you
cannot expect that they’ll have gratitude for you–who can’t do nearly
as much for them!

You can be sure that someone who treats others poorly, will eventually
treat you poorly as well.


* Is there anything I’m hoping to change about this person after we’re

Too many people make the mistake of marrying someone with the intention
of trying to “improve” them after they’re married. As a colleague of
Mine puts it, “You can probably expect someone to change after marriage
…. for the worse!” If you cannot fully accept this person the way they
are now
, then you are not ready to marry them.


In conclusion, dating doesn’t have to be difficult and treacherous.

The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less with
your heart.It pays to be as objective as possible when you are dating,
to be sure to ask questions that will help you get to the key issues.
Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring on
your finger, you don’t want to find yourself in trouble because you
didn’t do your homework.

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jefflhlow is my personal initial. I am a fast learner especially in Information Communication Technology and Computing. I grow a deep passion in adopting fast growing technology, ever creative design and ever  changing programming method.

I am active in sports especially paintball had been my great passion. Paintball is the only sports I have always wanted to excel and growth with.

I love my family and putting them first in everything.


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